[26th of august - 2009]
This doesn't feel like a beginning anymore -.-
Or at least it feels like a very bad beginning. I had my head high for a month, looking for work, being happy about everything was about to start. But nothing ever started. I kinda just sit at home most of the time... and stare into my computer. I can't find energy to draw or write... all i do is play WoW... I need a good kick in da budd...
Lazy is a word that fits me well at the moment... it's a word i hate, and therefore i hate being it... Oh i really need to get out and do something...
I have one place left to hear from about work, after that i'll stop looking and just take some temp-work... it might not be that good a job, but at least i have a hope of getting money out of it... and i do need money... i'm kinda broke...
Oh well... what goes up must come down, and life is like a ball... it tends to bounce back up again...
*God, i need to get out more -.-*

[27th of july - 2009]
So... today is my birthday... 24 years old... wow... I know I'm young... and yet I feel old O.o'
I've given up on my laptop, which doesn't matter, 'cause I got a new computer. So now I'm faster then ever XD
I've spend the most of the day with installing old programs and stuff like that... the only sad part in getting a new computer is, that I've lost my beloved Adope-program, where I simply loved to draw. oh well... I'll just have to hide away some money so I can buy it (and maybe even a better version )
I've also (ofcourse) enjoyed my birthday. Got presants and stuff like that. Only heard from my fathers parrents, not my father... hmm... oh well... I'm used to it.
I haven't been drawing lately... I've found some old drawings... I've been reading to be honest, and now that i don't have the next part of the book-serie I've gotten this hunger after drawing the stories of the books... OMG I think I'm going nuts... there are 48 books in that serie... and I'm only reading book 38
I gotta go now, stuff is waiting to be done and food is waiting to be devouered

[28th of June - 2009]
I'll make a new journal here... now that i'm done with all the studying and stuff like that...
drawing has been... put on hold or a while... I need to get my scanner to work again to
I just had the most wonderful weekend ever... I got my diploma, I were with my friends thursday night, friday night and saturday night... talking, having fun... it's been a long time since we had it like that... or so it feels...
I could tell alot about everything that had happend the last 14 days but it feels like I have told it a thousind times...
I'm getting tired of people asking if I got a job, so I'll write the answer here now:

No, I haven't got a job yet.

Done.
Now I just hope people'll stop asking me that question all the time.
My sister got home this friday rom her school. She ain't going back, now she needs to find an apartment she can afford and get some kind of job (she's got speciel needs, so this will be hard to) and untill they figure out how her economy will stick together she stays at home... with me... and my mom... and my brother... and we will all drive each other crazy 8)

Now I will go and enjoy the last of my sunday... I'll take a small "vacation" the next few weeks, while I look for a job... it's weird being called unemployeed when I'm used to just study study study...
cya out there